I have a special treat today...actually, if all you readers want, I have 3 of these I can add to my blog over the next few days (weeks?) from Christmas...We haven't actually taken any video-footage since we've been back. That's probably because I don't know how to work the camera and Sven hasn't had the urge. Now, just a forwarning, the quality is pretty bad. This is not a digital video camera, it's mom's older film camera she let us have. Sven hooked it up to our computer and recorded it onto the hdd, therefore, lack of quality and bad sound. However, it's pretty cool anyway, right? Give me feedback. Do you want more?
I am going to guess that it's going to take a while to download...it's taking my computer forever to upload. Wonder if I can get computer-video savvy and learn some tricks on squeezing the file-size down some...
Anyway, enjoy. The following clip was taken shortly after our arrival in Woodinville in December. Georgia is chillin' with her Grandpa and Grandma. Sort of. Typical Georgie screaming ensues...
if you can see the video, please let me know, I cannot see it from here, but am having internet-troubles...
Magical 4 Month's my ...FOOT (censored for my younger readers...)
Vonwegen
(what-ever) the magical 4th month! Who made up that myth anyway? I can't
count (actually, I probably could, but I'm too lazy) the number of books and
people who have said: just wait for the 4th month! it's like magic, your little
baby-worm wakes up and is a whole new person.
HA! Georgia might
have a few more days to go before she hits that magical 4-month-mark, but 17
weeks is close enough to 4 months for me to see that there is no magical
marker. In fact, Georgia has been so fussy and grumpy lately, I feel like we've
regressed back to the 1st month! Crying hysterically, eating constantly, not
knowing what she wants or how to communicate that to us...it's been hard. Don't
get me wrong, there have definetly been some magical moments, like the fact
that she has started laughing, sort of. It's a half-giggle kind of thing that
pops up when you act as silly as you possibly can. It comes up most often when
I pretend to eat up her cheeks, chin and mouth. Then I get a gasp-giggle. She
has also started oohing and aahing at the walls and ceilings. She'll be eating,
fuss at me and the world in general, I move her onto her back in my lap and
she stares up at the ceiling for 5 minutes and just coos. Strange girl.
Naps are going
downhill. That girl NEEDS her sleep, but she only sleeps for an hour at a time
and usually only twice a day. No wonder she is a mess by the time her Daddy
gets home from work, she's exhausted!
Anyway.
She's adorable, right? And it's the laughs and smiles and giggles that keep
us going day-to-day. On Wednesday she hits the official 4-month mark, so be
looking for an update. I missed the 3-month mark, so need to make sure I get
4 recorded.
Oh,
and for some reason, I'm having serious internet pangs. I can no longer access
scrapbookseite and today I had more
than my fair share of trouble getting onto blogdrive. Soooo, if this continues
and this baby goes without an update for a long time, it's because I got kicked
out and can no longer access blogdrive.
Everyone
has tons of good advice. Being me...I tend to open my big mouth and ask
for advice, even knowing, if I don't LIKE the advice, I'm certainly not
going to follow it and will move heaven and earth to find someone who
agrees with me. ANd even if I don't find an agreer, I tend to ignore well-meant
advice anyway and do what I want. That's me.
So that's
why I need to stop complaining and letting my heart out where I know
I am going to hear stuff I don't want to hear.
Look at
my baby. Look at those fat cheeks and chubby arms and bright eyes. Does
she look like she's unhappy? Or not getting enough to eat? Yah, I don't
think so either. Probably, Ines is right, and she gets bored, probably
Gilly is right and she is nursing for comfort. However, I have no plans
to stop nursing her for comfort. I got to thinking about it and the
fact is, maybe she does want to nurse quite often and maybe, just maybe
I'm going to have to be okay with that because it's not going to last
forever that she will nurse and look around and give me big milky grins,
duck her head and nurse again, smack her lips and treasure every last
drink only to finally doze off, the picture of perfect peace. So why
not enjoy it while I can? And stop asking if it is 'normal' or 'okay'?
She's happy, and except when I'm exhausted, I'm happy.
So Georgia
is getting a bald spot on the back of her head because she can't hold
still when lying down, no, she has to roll her head from side to side
to take in all the sights! Silly girl, like she has enough hair to spare!
She has
started to enjoy books. We've been "reading" a color book
and an animal book. She even turns the pages once in a while (purely
by accident).
No, no
pictures of my hair. Did you all miss the part where I stated one reason
for getting it cut was: "I see no one and no one sees me"?
Yah, that's right. I had nothing to lose by chopping it all off. You'll
just have to wait for Sven to take a decent picture of me that just
happens to show my new hairdo.
Did I ever
mention that due to lack of time or peace of mind, I haven't been able
to paper-scrap since Georgia was born? However, I have learned to digi-scrap
and in the process have started up the path to photoshop-geekdom? Yes,
I even watch Photoshop TV on my iPod once a week and can't wait for
the newest "Down and Dirty Tricks" book to be available. But
the possibly coolest of all, is that I am learning how to create things
in Photoshop myself! It's no longer just editing photos...Nothing earth-shaking
yet, but you will be able to see my work in the Scrapbookseite Megakit
when it goes up...stay tuned, I'm rather proud of myeslf for learning
something about Photoshop.
And now
Georgie is eating (or trying to eat) my arm...so maybe I should wrap
this up.
Flickr
is cool. Why? Because I can go back to my October
Set of Georgia and see, really see how much she has grown. It blows
me away, and because of that, I decided to do a real comparison shot and
share with you all. Georgie's almost-first bath at 11 days old and her
16 week bath (she is exactly 16 weeks today, she's not 4 months, but she's
16 weeks..whatever). Crazy:
And
to answer some rhetorical questions from my comments:
1.
Is it possible for her to ever become 'too cute'? Yes, she definetly
can (and does) get cuter every single day (says the proud mommy). No,
it is definetly not possible for her to become too cute!!
2.
Is Georgia's diaper snug enough? Yes, really can't get tighter
without hurting her! Her little belly bulges over the edges as it is!!
Sven bought some Aldi diapers today. We'll see if they help with the blow-outs.
She didn't have one today (of course not, I was totally prepared for one).
3.
Is she 4 months yet? Already answered this one more or less: she'll
be 4 months on Feb. 1st, but she's already 16 weeks. So. However, on thinking
it through, I am going to try and hold out on solids until she's 6 months.
The nighttime feedings don't bother me, it's just a matter of rolling
over...
We
successfully played peek-a-boo today. It took some practice, as when her
daddy first started by gently flinging (yes flinging) the burp cloth over
her face she would gasp as if she needed to hold her breath and dive or
something (funny, but a little weird). We tried it again later and she
stopped gasping and instead grinned up a storm and kicked her feet like
crazy, especially when I said, "I see YOU!" and got down in
her face. You feel like such a silly ass when you play these games, but
man does she love it!
In
other Amber news...(please don't hate me for this, you know who you are...)
I was in the shower washing my hair for the first time in 4 days (count
them, FOUR, because it takes forever to wash hair of that length and I
don't have forever during the week when G will only sleep for 20 mins...)
when I decided: 1. I hate the way I look right now, I'm overweight, my
skin is dry and scaly, I never have time to do my hair when it IS washed
and I'm tired of having it cold and wet in cold and wet weather. 2. I
never go out, I never see anyone, no one ever sees me so it doesn't matter
WHAT I look like. And, on an impulsive spur of the moment, I decided to
donate my hair to locks
of love. I got out of the shower, brushed it, pulled it into a pony-tail
and tried to cut it off. It was too thick though, so Sven did the final
honors:
Yup, over
30cm's of hair off my head. It will be interesting to see what it weighed...Anyway.
After cutting off the inital bit for locks of love, I went in with the
scissors and just started trimming like crazy. I tried to remember how
much shorter it gets when it dries...but you just never realize it until
it happens. Sven loves it. Some of you (again, you know who you are) will
hate it. To you I can only say: by the time we see each other again, it
will be grown out quite a bit and for now, it looks suspiciously similar
to Kylene's and will take much less time to fix and maybe I'll stop feeling
so freaking ugly everytime I see myself in a mirror (something I try to
avoid doing at all costs...).
It's time
to update and rant and vent a little at the inefficiency of bab diapers.
How many commercials have you seen about Pampers or Luvs or Huggies or
whatever other brand of diaper where they sing the praises of their diaper
and show you how it is impossible that the baby will ever get wind of
what is going on down there? Too many to count, right? And most of you
don't even have kids. So please explain to me why my baby gets changed
2 to 3 times a day due to a diaper blow-out. Never fails. The new schedule
goes like this:
at some
point between 3am and 8am she blows, and leaks. around 8 she gets changed.
between
10:30 and 11:30 she blows again. She gets changed completely immediately
after
if I am
REALLY lucky, around 4pm or 5pm she blows again and gets changed for
the 3rd time.
Yes, that
was my day today. She's never going to make it to month 4 with clean,
non-stained clothing at this rate!!! And for that matter, why, why, why
does the poop go up anyway? It doesn't matter if she happens to be propped
up when it happens, lying down when it happens or upside down when it
happens (no, I've never held my baby upside down, I promise), it still
shoots up her back. And if we are very lucky, it races into her hair as
well.
So whatever
on all those false promises the diaper commericals are talking about.
I haven't seen them work yet.
In other,
non-poop-related news: Georgie likes to fly. That is, I put her tummy-down
on my shins and then roll onto my back with my legs bent in the air, and
she flies. She hasn't cried during this exercise once. She even grins
HUGELY when I dip her down toward my face. She has also decided she likes
her glo-worm. She hasn't figured out how to make the worm sing yet, but
when it does, and the face lights up, she gets very excited and happy.
She hates
to be on her stomach unless she is in a very good mood, and this past
week that has been few and far between. She has spent the week sucking,
drinking and sleeping. She doesn't want to be awake, and if she is awake
because I make her, then she prefers to be sitting up, looking out. No
more looking at Mommy, no thank-you, give her the room to look at (as
if she hasn't seen it a million times before!). She has also taken a slight
interest in books. Or at least one book. She has a color book that I've
been showing her every day. Just holding it up for her to look at the
pictures. She tends to show the most animation with Yellow and Orange
and sometimes Red.
She has started
using her hands to take objects in front of her and puts them in her mouth
(or tries to) immediately. She is not interested in looking at the object
or exploring it, no she just wants it in her mouth as fast as possible.
Due to the fact that most of the objects are not really meant for mouths,
she tends to fail in her attempts. When she does manage to get her pooh
blanket or stuffed kitty up to her mouth and actually tastes it, she makes
a hugely disgusted face and immediately spits it out again. The rest of
her attention and time is spent stuffing her fist in her mouth, or if
she happens to be holding onto your fingers, then she tries stuffing them
in her mouth.
She has no
interest in rolling over and although she enjoys being in an upright position,
she isn't actually active until she is on her back. At which point she
starts jumping all over the place and wiggles and worms her way into entirely
different positions than she started. Her favorite thing to do is to stomp
both feet on the changing table and lift herself up in a big hop-jump-thump.
She does this in her bath too and we tend to have minor flooding by the
time she's done bathing.
Sleeping
patterns are challenging. She wants to go to bed around 7pm. Yes, wants.
How do we know this? Because she cries non-stop starting around 7pm (sometimes
earlier) and doesn't stop until she starts her bath and gets to bed. Once
her bath is done, she gets swaddled (not as tightly as she used to because
the blanket is no longer big enough!) and then I lie down next to her
and she drinks herself to sleep within 15 minutes. Around 8:30pm she wakes
up and wants to suckle and she makes a huge fuss if she doesn't get to
suckle. If she is having a really bad night, she'll keep up with the waking
and wanting to suckle until 9:30 or later. Usually by 9:30 though, she
has finally gone to sleep completly and I get up and have a few hours
to myself. When I go to bed between 10 and 12, I wake her enough to make
sure she drinks again and then we sleep until around 3am when she wants
another drink and then we sleep again until 6 or 7ish, at which time the
first blow-out usually occurs and it all starts over again.
And now for
the picture link:
as always,
click on the photo to see a number of new photos from the past week.
TAGGED...again.
Thanks so much Amy....I'll humor
you because you have the most adorable children, ha ha!
The rules
for this particular tagging are as follows: Remove the blog name in the
top spot from the following list and bump everyone up one place. Then
add yourself to the bottom slot.
Andrea
Courtney
Leah
Amy
Amber
Then you
get to select five people to pass the love on to.
I'll choose try and find 5 different gals from last time...
Jamie
Wood (because you had so much fun getting tagged last time and it's
fun having two Jamie W's on my list...)
Amber
Lee (because I feel bad at slacking on mentoring you for HOF)
Here are the questions: What were you doing 10 years ago? 10 years ago (in January) I had
just turned 19 years old and was spending the month in the Computing Center
of Oberlin College creating my first
real webpage for Winter Term. (It was a reference page for German Students).
I was also hanging out with Jessica at some professor's house gaining
way too much weight eating marshmallows while she did aerobics...
What were
you doing 1 year ago? Biting my nails in the hopes that I was really
and truly pregnant and freaking out about it.
Five snacks
you enjoy (in no particular order, as all snacks are created equal):
peanut
m&m's
baby carrots
chocolate
of all kinds
Five songs
to which you KNOW all the lyrics: um, ALL the lyrics (only if I'm
singing along, without the music I'd be lost)?
Son of
a Preacher Man
Leader
of the Pack
These
Boots
well,
that's about it off the top of my head. I used to know the lyrics to
the complete phantom of the opera and cats...but I doubt I do anymore!
Five things
you would do if you were a millionaire: (not necessarily in this order)
open my
own business
pay off
my student loans
move to
america
get myself
insured
buy a
house
Five bad
habits: I am:
a procrastinator
a slob
lazy
too critical
impatient
Five
things you like doing:
reading
playing
in photoshop
creating/taking
pictures
sleeping
eating
good food
Five
things you would never wear, buy, or get again: I will never again:
We made it.
Back from the ped and Georgie is asleep. She was an almost-angel, didn't
cry until the ped squeezed some fattier parts on her (although she looked
very skeptically at him and wouldn't smile)
and then let him finish the exam without too much complaining. He did
a lot of stuff, rolling her over half-way and making her finish the roll,
checking out her head movment, reflexes, mouth, nose, eyes etc. Her head
control is good, she's still somewhat cross-eyed, but that is supposedly
normal still for her age. Then came the shots. We had to listen to all
the horrible things that could happen and then let him vaccinate her.
She was amazing. She didn't start to cry until he was pushing the liquid
in and then she didn't cry any more than she had earlier when he squeezed
her. She stopped crying as soon as he was done and is now asleep. Very
good baby!
And now her stats? are you just dying to know? Sven and I were speculating before-hand. I guessed her at 62cm long and he guessed 63cm. As for weight, I was guessing about 12lbs. Man were we OFF!!! Our baby weighs 6400g (14lbs!!) and is 66cm (26 inches!) long!! At the beg. of December (one month ago) she was 11lbs and 23 inches long. I am almost positive most of the weight came in the past two weeks. Crazy, man!
Grumpy baby
today. Makes me very excited for tomorrow's doctor's appointment and her
first set of vaccinations...that said, I think the grumpiness is a possible
combination of continued growth spurting and preteething. Yup, lots and
lots of drool and her fist always in her mouth. Actually, she'll put anything
she can get in there, in her mouth but doesn't like the way it tastes
or feels and usually makes a disgusted face and quickly removes object
from mouth...her fist however, always finds its way back in.
Anyway, a
quick photo...we have made amazing progress in just one week. check out
those back muscles!!
Okay, check
this out: two posts in one day. That's because: 1., Georgia is in bed
asleep and 2., my darling and much-missed bud Jamie
actually tagged me with one of those taggy blog things...and since Georgia
is asleep, I thought I'd play.
Four jobs
you have had in your life:
Wendy's
Dishwasher
College
Student Computer Consultant
System
(Network) Administrator
Four movies
you would watch over and over:
The Princess
Bride
When Harry
Met Sally
Simply
Irresistable
Miracle
on 34th Street (the original black and white film)
Four places
you have lived:
Phoenix,
AZ
Woodinville,
WA
Oberlin,
OH
Munich
Germany
Four TV
shows you love to watch:
ER
LOST
Desperate
Housewives
Cold Case
Four places
you have been on vacation:
Rome
Edinburgh
Crete
Strassbourg
Four websites
I visit daily:
Yahoo
twopeasinabucket
various
blogs that have been updated
gmail.com
Four of
my favorite foods:
burritos
fajitas
green
chili enchiladas
american
pizza
(notice a trend here: these things are not available in Germany...)
Okay, here
we go. Gorgeous weather today and I was playing with Georgia in on the
bed (she's really grumpy today for some reason) and the light was so gorgeous
that when she started to stare at her fist (before stuffing it in her
mouth) the bell rung and I realized I needed to get pictures. Of course,
by the time I had the camera ready, she refused to look at her hands anymore.
Hmph. So I took some random shots instead until the battery died. Urg.
Thought I had enough, it was good, I'd leave it, then I got a new angle
on her and the catchlights in her eyes were sooooooooo beautiful that
I ran into the computer room just to get a new battery and by the time
I got back, she had turned her head and refused to look back in the direction
that gave her those gorgeous catchlights. Teach me not to have everything
on hand and ready to go from the beginning.
However,
I did manage to get a few fun shots, including a tootsie shot! And yes,
my girl DOES look like a boy today, she's wearing one of her older brother's
intended outfits...(negative strip is by Katie Pertiet from DesignerDigital.com).
So here are 3 choice shots (click on the pic to get a BIGGGGGER view at
flickr):
Recent
Reads (& re-reads): (yes
I like to keep a running tally, there is nothing worse than not remembering
the name of tha fabulous book you read back in XXXX and therefore not being
able to re-read it!)
(obviously
not everything as my iPod already has 3GB of space eaten up!)
Ani Difranco
Black-Eyed Peas
Loreena McKennit
The Indigo Girls
Gorillaz
Dar Williams
Jack Johnson
Eminem
Photoshop TV
Dido
Beth Hart